why now??

i thought everything was settled then...

but one day i just woke up and found out that everything is just "kaplastikan"

well,, what can i do??

i don't know people's feelings.....
i can't read peoples thoughts....
where in the deepest part of their hearts and minds...
they keep this hatred and jealousy for others!!

i hope it did not reach this far...
not this deep...

its just better that the broken vase is not fix well...
cause if it was..
i know...
the next time its broken....
it will get you wounded
it will be very hard to fix it
hard to accept
that you cannot have it back!